So I recently found out that my exhusband got remarried just a short time after I did, and that my 2 darling girls, who I haven't been allowed to see in the last 3 years, have been calling his new wife " Mommy". They actually believe that she is their real Mom. They have no memory of me in the least. It is all very sad. I can't afford a lawyer to try to get even visitation with them, either. At least, not yet. I do have something to smile about: she is twice as fat as I am!! Not that I'm fat in the least.

I'm looking for a lucrative home business to do. If anyone has any suggestions feel free to email them to me. The dream is to make enough money within the next year to afford the house we want in Chicago, get a team of lawyers and get the kids back. Yeah I know-that's a lot to ask for. But I have faith.

I'm still looking for that Good Samaritan/Benefactor. Hopefully, he's rich and has no living relatives. But I guess things like that only happen in the movies. Better just put my nose to the grindstone and make my own millions, huh? But I'm still lolooking just in case.......