Lately I've been thinking a lot about my friend who died a few years back. He meant so much to me! He was my first real love and I've never quite felt the same way about anyone since him. It's weird the things I'm remembering. Things I haven't thought of in years, too. I know where he is right now and I know I will see him agian soon. That gives me hope, at least.

Hi readers! Well the hunt for a job goes on! I've put in several hundred applications in the last 3 months to no avail! It's driving me insane!! I have to get a job soon so I can start driving my car again. The plates are up on it as is the insurance. I need the car to get a job and I need a job to get the car rolling again!! ARRRG! Life's crazy sometimes isn't it?