Stupid Allergies!!

Stupid Allergies!! Current mood: blah Category: Life

I'm so tired of having to deal with my allergies going beserk!! The allergy medicine I was taking(Claritin) stopped working so I switched to Tylenol Severe Allergy and even that isn't getting them all. UGH!! I can't wait until I have health insurance again and can be on Singulair which I so desperately need. If my allergies keep acting up then they will cause my asthma to go haywire which will probably put me in the hospital. Having no health insurance means another hospital bill I can't pay. I so need to vicious cycle to end.

Currently listening : New Kids on the Block - Greatest Hits By New Kids on the Block Release date: By 16 February, 1999

FYI

Nowhere in the Bible does it say God helps those who help themselves!! Just thought you all should know that.

Just so you know....

Jsut so you know, I have a job interview Friday in Branson, MO at Silver Dollar City. I will get hired there becasue of my extensive theme park background. I'm not sure how much longer I'll be here. My parents are taking me up to Branson to look for a place to live as well. My new employee orientation is Sunday.

Poem

As I say my prayers
And lay down in my bed
I still have thoughts of you
Running through my head

Then I dream
You hold me in your arms
As in my ear
You whisper your sweet charms

Then I wake up
and the tears start to fall
For I realize
You weren't there at all

Maybe someday this dream will come true
And you will undrstand
How much I love you
And need you to hold my hand

A prayer

I'm not strong enough to resist being without him, God. And I'm not sure I could recover if he walked away one more time. It would hurt twice as much than it did the first time around. Protect me, Father. Don't let me love him again if it isn't forever. I've already waited over 20 years to find this love again-will he give it another chance?
God, I can't do this alone. I can't stop loving him. I can't change him, but I can't let him give up either. Neither will You let him give up on me. I will never give up on him or our love.

And speaking of Proverbs....

Proverbs 27
1 Boast not thyself of to morrow; for thou knowest not what a day may bring forth. 2 Let another man praise thee, and not thine own mouth; a stranger, and not thine own lips. 3 A stone is heavy, and the sand weighty; but a fool's wrath is heavier than them both. 4 Wrath is cruel, and anger is outrageous; but who is able to stand before envy? 5 Open rebuke is better than secret love. 6 Faithful are the wounds of a friend; but the kisses of an enemy are deceitful. 7 The full soul loatheth an honeycomb; but to the hungry soul every bitter thing is sweet. 8 As a bird that wandereth from her nest, so is a man that wandereth from his place. 9 Ointment and perfume rejoice the heart: so doth the sweetness of a man's friend by hearty counsel. 10 Thine own friend, and thy father's friend, forsake not; neither go into thy brother's house in the day of thy calamity: for better is a neighbour that is near than a brother far off. 11 My son, be wise, and make my heart glad, that I mayanswer him that reproacheth me. 12 A prudent man foreseeth the evil, and hideth himself; but the simple pass on, and are punished. 13 Take his garment that is surety for a stranger, and take a pledge of him for a strange woman. 14 He that blesseth his friend with a loud voice, rising early in the morning, it shall be counted a curse to him. 15 A continual dropping in a very rainy day and a contentious woman are alike. 16 Whosoever hideth her hideth the wind, and the ointment of his right hand, which bewrayeth itself. 17 Iron sharpeneth iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend. 18 Whoso keepeth the fig tree shall eat the fruit thereof: so he that waiteth on his master shall be honoured. 19 As in water face answereth to face, so the heart of man to man. 20 Hell and destruction are never full; so the eyes of man are never satisfied. 21 As the fining pot for silver, and the furnace for gold; so is a man to his praise. 22 Though thou shouldest bray a fool in amortar among wheat with a pestle, yet will not his foolishness depart from him. 23 Be thou diligent to know the state of thy flocks, and look well to thy herds. 24 For riches are not for ever: and doth the crown endure to every generation? 25 The hay appeareth, and the tender grass sheweth itself, and herbs of the mountains are gathered. 26 The lambs are for thy clothing, and the goats are the price of the field. 27 And thou shalt have goats' milk enough for thy food, for the food of thy household, and for the maintenance for thy maidens .

Proverbs and Sayings

A little help is better than a lot of pity- Celtic Proverb

Man has a thousand plans, Heaven but one-Chinese Proverb

The eye never forgets what the heart has seen-Bantu Proverb

One meets his/her destiny often on the road he/she takes to avoid it
-French Proverb

We will find the things they say can't be found

I say "What about that Valentine's Weekend at Travelodge?
He says "Well I remember it fondly"
Then he says "We started a life there"
And I say "Well that's the one thing we got."

God is the owner, Jesus is your Coach. The Holy Spirit, the apostles and angels are in your home court-Pastor Matthew Barnett

If you love me, come find me
If you love me you will be here with me

All I see is you,all I need is you- I never want this feeling to go away.

Song Stuck in My head

The song stuck in my head is Far Away by Nickelback. I always try not to cry when I hear it. I really want to dance to it with the man I love.

I finally saw The Notebook. It was such a good movie!! Now I'm thinking that I need to read the book and watch the movie over about 6 more times!! It so reminds me of how I was when I was in love when I was 17(and 3 years before that) and still in love with that same man even now. I would very much like to watch it with him soon. Get his opinion on it. :)

Update

Well I have finally gotten a divorce from Eric. It was final December 12th. Now the rest of my life can begin.

My Birthday Calculator Info

Birthday Calculator
25 October 1970
Your date of conception was on or about 1 February 1970 which was a Sunday.
You were born on a Sundayunder the astrological sign Scorpio.Your Life path number is 7.Life Path Compatibility:You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2440884.5.The golden number for 1970 is 14.The epact number for 1970 is 22.The year 1970 was not a leap year.Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/6/1970 and ending 1/26/1971.You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog.Your Native American Zodiac sign is Snake; your plant is Thistle.You were born in the Egyptian month of Tyby, the first month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 26 Tishri 5731.
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 29 March 1970.The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 26 April 1970.The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 11 February 1970.The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 17 May 1970.The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 24 May 1970.The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 1 October 1970.The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 21 April 1970.The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 10 February 1970. As of 8/25/2006 11:45:20 PM EDTYou are 35 years old.You are 430 months old.You are 1,869 weeks old.You are 13,088 days old.You are 314,135 hours old.You are 18,848,145 minutes old.You are 1,130,888,720 seconds old.Celebrities who share your birthday:
Ciara (1985)
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Tracy Nelson (1963)
Jon Anderson (1944)
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Minnie Pearl (1912)
Leo G. Carroll (1892)
Pablo Picasso (1881)
Georges Bizet (1838)Top songs of 1970
Bridge Over Troubled Water by Simon & Garfunkel
I'll Be There by Jackson Five
Raindrops Keep Fallin' On My Head by B.J. Thomas
Close to You by Carpenters
My Sweet Lord by George Harrison
I Think I Love You by Partridge Family
Ain't No Mountain High Enough by Diana Ross
American Woman by Guess Who
War by Edwin Starr
Let It Be by BeatlesYour age is the equivalent of a dog that is 5.12250489236791 years old. (You're still chasing cats!)
There are 61 days till your next birthdayon which your cake will have 36 candles.Those 36 candles produce 36 BTUs,or 9,072 calories of heat (that's only 9.0720 food Calories!) .You can boil 4.11 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1970 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.In 1970 the US population was approximately 203,302,031 people, 57.4 persons per square mile.In 1970 in the US there were approximately 2,158,802 marriages (10.6%) and 708,000 divorces (3.5%)In 1970 in the US there were approximately 1,921,000 deaths (9.5 per 1000)In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.In 1970 the population of Australia was approximately 12,663,469.In 1970 there were approximately 257,516 births in Australia.In 1970 in Australia there were approximately 116,066 marriages and 12,198 divorces.In 1970 in Australia there were approximately 113,048 deaths.Your birthstone is Tourmaline -->The Mystical properties of Tourmaline
Pink Tourmaline promotes female balance and protection. Green Toumaline promotes male balance.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Opal, JasperYour birth tree is
Walnut Tree, the Passion
Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromises.There are 122 days till Christmas 2006!There are 135 days till Orthodox Christmas!The moon's phase on the day you wereborn was waning crescent.

My Ex

Glad I divorced him! He is such a jerk! What kind of a man who calls himself a christian goes behind his wife's back and dates his former fiance then gets her pregnant while he's still married?!?

Sometimes someone has to be unafraid to join Kimmie in her parade

This is me

Can I Hop In A Time Machine Please?

If I could hop in a time machine right now I would take it to 2 different times in my life: 1989 and Sept. 2001. The 80's were good to me for the most part. I'd want to retain the knowledge I have now when I went back. I think I'd want to slip myself a note that said:"Yo! Dump the jerk T.G. and go for it with B.H.S.! Really tell him how you feel and stop holding it inside all of the time. Oh! and contact D.S. and ask him to hang out with you sometime. Really get to know him. And Tell Windi what a good friend she is to you. You rfriends won't be around forever, ya know. carpe diem!!"

The next time I'd take the time machine to is Sept. 8-9, 2001. I'd slip another not to myself that said:" Kim, think about the choice you're about to make. Choose the actor that's hot for you! DUH!! There might not be a second chance with him so make the most of it! He can help you in soooo many ways if you just get over your fear and go for it! Take a chance-jump in with both feet before it's too late!"

Songs Stuck In My Head

12:30 p.m. today-Songs Stuck in my head right now are Seasons Change by Expose, I Can't Wait by NuShooz, When I'm With You by Sheriff, Take On Me by aha, I Get Weak by Belinda Carlisle, Shattered Dreams by Johnny Hates Jazz. Guess it's a good thing I have Cds with all of these songs on them.

Movies I've recently Seen: Charlie and The Chocolate Factory, Narnia, The Ice Princess and A Series of Unfortuneate Events. See? I DO have a life!:)

Well I am sure getting my exercise lately! I'm not complaining either. I am now back into the size I was 5 years ago!! And I'm still losing weight and getting into shape. I walk about 8-16 miles a week. That's how the weight is coming off. Plus I have more energy.

Imagine snuggled up by a warm fireplace on a cold night with that someone special by your side. Doesn't that sound nice? I think it does. It keeps appearing in my dreams too. Especially lately. I know what it means.............

If I ever needed a friend..... Gee I miss talking and hearing from my friends! I would really like to talk to my friends often. It would be so nice!